Thursday, March 30, 2006
kahapon they announced na yung may awards....and ndi ko inexpect na magkakaroon ako....best in english at tyaka SAes DRUM AND LYRE MEMBER....na shock ako kasi akala ko talaga si jazzele ang best in english.....wahhh**and may nakuha rin pala si albert medina...hahaha....MOST PUNCTUAL....
kanina lahat ng nakakasalubong kong close friends ko.....and hinahug ko sila and sabi ko 'Last hug ko...farewell...'...natatawa nga sila kasi parang wlang bukas tyaka magkikita pa rin namin daw kami sa pirmahan ng clearance...
so sa lahat ng Graduates...congratulations and gudluck sa inyo!!....this is my last farewell for you..guys...i love you all....thank you sa lahat...and hope to see you soon....
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
kanina dpt general practice na namin kaso umulan...so nung natapos na yung malakas na ulan...naglinis kami si albert nagayos nung parang payong para ndi kami mainitan...ako naman naglilinis ng KANAL!!....tapos nung natali nia na yung tali dun sa puno...pinapanood nia ba naman ako linisin yung kanal....at tuwang tuwa pa.....
tapos itong mga lecheng tomboy pinagtripan ako.....sabi nila ndi daw bagay sa akin maglinis ng kanal...pang mhirap lang daw un.....tyaka ndi naman daw ako marunong maglinis....**AMPPP**...
tapos nung pinasagot ko dun si jaja sa slm note....sumagot rin si albert and ang dedication...
thank u.....luv you....paitim ka ha....
nakakabwiset!!
ndi naman dapat xia sasagot dun ehh..si jaja lang..sumagot 2loy toh si albert......wahh!!!
pero ngaun...alam nia nah...i think nagkakags2 na rin ako..and medyo lumalala....ndi ko naramdaman yung feeling na yun lalo na nung may gs2 pa ako kay valdez..ndi ko naramdaman yung feeling na baliw na baliw ka sa kanya...yung paggising mo at bago ka matulog xia yung pumapasok sa utak mo...ewan koh....
Monday, February 13, 2006
so anyways.......malabo na talaga kami ni valdez....parang wla na rn naman akong nararamdaman tuwing nakikita ko sia...ang golo nga ehh!! d ko amintindihn yung sarili ko....pag nandyan sia
~lagi na lang ako d mapakali
~lagi ako naiinis at hindi ako comfortable sa lahat ng ginagawa ko....lalao na pag nakikita nia at nas atabi ko lng sia.....
~suplada ako
~lagi ko siang inaasar pag nakatalikod sia
at pag wla sia
~ndi rin ako mapakali
~lagi ko siang iniisip
~naiinis ako
~nagaalala ako
~nagsisisi ako kung bakit pumasok pa ako eh wla nmana sia.....
hay nako!! I CAN'T UNDERSTAND..ANG NGAYON PARANG SIA NAMAN AANG NAIINIS SA AKIN....ewan ko ba.....pero kanina nagkasalubong yung eyes namin....kasi i was looking at manyo which is katabi nia.....so habang nakatingin ako parang feeling ko nakatingin sia sa akin..so ako.......tumungo tapos tumingin ako bigla..tapos ndi pala sia nakatingin s aakin...nakatingin sia kay therese na ktabi ko...tapos nung pagtingin ko sa kanya.......napatingin rin sia sa akin...nung una tinitigan nia ako...so naisip ko aksidente lang yon....so tumungo ulit ako kaagad....akala ko nga kanina malalaman na ng buong klase na may gs2 ako kay valdez ehhh....kasi nung pasahan na ng valentines card....ndi ko alam na nandun yung para kay val...tapos nung tiningnan ni teacher wilma yung cards....nabalik na yung sa akin..so yun....pero ndi kao tinantanan ni tehrese...kasi yung nakakaalam...so sinabi nia kay teacher wilma yung sa akin tingnan....so sia nakita ko nakatungo lng.....pro d ko ibinigay yung valentines card kasi alam kong magagalit sia sa akin.....kaya yun....
well anyways...kaya lng talga ako nagpost ngayon kasi I WANT TO GREET YOU ALL NG HAPPY VALENTINES!!! LUV YOU GUYS!!
so anyways.......malabo na talaga kami ni valdez....parang wla na rn naman akong nararamdaman tuwing nakikita ko sia...ang golo nga ehh!! d ko amintindihn yung sarili ko....pag nandyan sia
~lagi na lang ako d mapakali
~lagi ako naiinis at hindi ako comfortable sa lahat ng ginagawa ko....lalao na pag nakikita nia at nas atabi ko lng sia.....
~suplada ako
~lagi ko siang inaasar pag nakatalikod sia
at pag wla sia
~ndi rin ako mapakali
~lagi ko siang iniisip
~naiinis ako
~nagaalala ako
~nagsisisi ako kung bakit pumasok pa ako eh wla nmana sia.....
hay nako!! I CAN'T UNDERSTAND..ANG NGAYON PARANG SIA NAMAN AANG NAIINIS SA AKIN....ewan ko ba.....pero kanina nagkasalubong yung eyes namin....kasi i was looking at manyo which is katabi nia.....so habang nakatingin ako parang feeling ko nakatingin sia sa akin..so ako.......tumungo tapos tumingin ako bigla..tapos ndi pala sia nakatingin s aakin...nakatingin sia kay therese na ktabi ko...tapos nung pagtingin ko sa kanya.......napatingin rin sia sa akin...nung una tinitigan nia ako...so naisip ko aksidente lang yon....so tumungo ulit ako kaagad....akala ko nga kanina malalaman na ng buong klase na may gs2 ako kay valdez ehhh....kasi nung pasahan na ng valentines card....ndi ko alam na nandun yung para kay val...tapos nung tiningnan ni teacher wilma yung cards....nabalik na yung sa akin..so yun....pero ndi kao tinantanan ni tehrese...kasi yung nakakaalam...so sinabi nia kay teacher wilma yung sa akin tingnan....so sia nakita ko nakatungo lng.....pro d ko ibinigay yung valentines card kasi alam kong magagalit sia sa akin.....kaya yun....
well anyways...kaya lng talga ako nagpost ngayon kasi I WANT TO GREET YOU ALL NG HAPPY VALENTINES!!! LUV YOU GUYS!!
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
yesterday....klaudine and amil boke up na naman for thitd time!!!....and were talking about amil....then napunta kay valdez ung usapan......ang kahapon ko lang nalaman ung tungkol kay valdez and pearl....
last december.....kevin sajul (bf ata ni pearl un....don't know..bzta) was absent for 2 weeks....and dun sa 2 weeks na un...nagkagusto si pearl kay valdez....and nung nalaman ni valdez na may gsto si pearl nagkagusto rin sia....
then when i talked to valdez yesterday...he told me an ndi nia na crush si pearl....."dati un ndi na ngaun" sabi nia.....pero nasaktan ako....kasi alam ko na alam ni pearl an may gusto ako kay valdez...at alam niang masasaktan ko....idinadaan ko na lng sa ngiti ang lahat...pero sa loob nasasaktan ako...gst2 ko na ngang umiyak...pero ayoko cause i want to show val and pearl na kht maging sila...ndi ako masasaktan at parang wla lang sa akin nag lht....
so kagabi.....while i was in the car....i was thinking....ano kaya kung i-give up ko na si valdez....kasi kung itutuloy ko mas lalo lang ako masasaktan especially now 1 month na lang kami magkakasama-sama.....
pero kht papakawalan ko na sia toh lang masasabi ko...
'thanks for everything....advance happy valentines...i loved you and i will always love you......
Monday, February 06, 2006
the first time i met him was in grade 1.....kinder pa lng...i know him already pero ndi ko pa sia kilala ng husto....then nung grade 1 kami..he was grade 1 section earth or section 1 and i was section 2.....then my teacher quit teaching...so we have to look for new teacher....so there are subtitutes....but then....the parents of my classmates didn't agreed to teach us with the new sub...so we transferred to the new teacher...but that teacher was the adviser of the last section....but they all agreed even it was a 'last section'....then after 2 weeks....my teacher told me....that i should not be in the last section and that i should be in section 1...so my teacher talked to my parents.....and the next day....they transferred me in section 1.....and that day..i met this GERARDO M. VALDEZ....and i heard that many girls have a crush on valdez....wah!!...but i went back to the last section cause i dont want to be friends with klaudine, joy, therese (which are my bestfriends now)...cause for the first time i talked to them my impressions was so MAARTE!! AND MALANDI!...but i was wrong...but then i was happy cause im with my 'last section' classmates...hehehe....and...i was choosen as a 1st honorable student....hehehe
then pasukan na naman ulit..grade 2 na kami...and i was in grade 2 section 1 nah....and my adviser was my adviser nung i was in grade 1.....so close kami nung teacher ko...so anyway.....ndi nia pa rn ako pinapansin...but then meron ako naging crush na iba si nathaniel enriquez.....he waas a good friend of val....actually they are bestfriends.....but my crush on nathaniel did not stay longer.....valdez was my crush again and i dont know why...the time my teacher arranged our seats nathaniel was my seatmate...and he was always....always teasing me....he was teasing me nguso....and i was teasing him loro..because he was so madaldal.....so there....we became good friends.....and one time.....there was no teachers cause they all have seminars....so me and my classmates was playing.....and nathaniel and valdez were together...they were drawing something...then nathaniel called me......so the time i was going near to them i was so nervous....and nahalata ko si valdez....he was staring at me.....then nung nandun na ako may pinakita silang noteboook.....mary ano toh?? tinanong ako ni nathaniel...then valdez was laughing and laughing....sabi ko "bat na sa inyo yan??? tyaka binasa nio ba....eh may lock yan ehh....bkt nio nabuksan???san nio nakita toh"..i was so confuse kasi pano nila nabuksan un.....so after a few hours i went out....i was so mad.....then nathaniel went to the canteen to talk to me....."mary..sorry na....tyaka ndi naman galit sau si valdez ehh...natatawa lng sia dun sa nakasulat sa diary mo..." then sinagot ko sia ng pasigaw "eh yun na nga yung masama eh.....pinagtawanan nia akoh....ndi nia na nga ako pinapansin sa buong 2-1 cattleya...sia lng ang ndi pumapansin kahit nga si joanna mae na pinaka kaaway koh pinapansin ako....eh sia wlang kwenta.....feeling ko....invisble ako sa paningin nia....and ang yabang-yabang nia pah..."..."alam mo....kung sisisgawan mo lng ako...bahala ka sa buhay mo.....pasalamat ka nga sa akin kasi kung ndi dhil sa akin ndi nia malalaman n nagkakagsto ka sa kanya....tyaka sbai nia pala.....sorry daw ndi daw sinasadya...." nathaniel answered me back and he was really galit!!and the next day....i went to their house to say sorry..so....there..but valdez was still ignoring me.....but everytime i walked in front of him......he was looking/glancing....and it was school ending.....and nathaniel was choosen as second honorable and valdez was the third.....and as for me.....i was one of the top 10.....:D
and here comes Grade 3....my teacher was....Miss Dalez...and the first classes had begun....she did not arrange our seats...i was in row 1 and my seatmate was klaudine obcena.....we are in the second table in row 1....and guess who was in our front?? crap!...it was gerardo valdez and nathaniel enriquez....and the first day of classes ms. dalez told me that she did not arrange our seats because she noticed that i was happy with my seat and she told me that she knows that i have a crush on valdez....i dont know why or how she knows that?? but i was so SHOCKeddd!.....
and as months and days passed by...we became good friends with valdez....pro nung naging mag ka close na kmi ng husto ni val....ndi na sia yung crush ko kasi alam ko naman n...ffriends na kami....so....marami ako naging crush...nandyan si jenico valencia, kcavin guerrero, vincent manacop, adrianne jeffrey guerzon,mark guevarra, michael, jovy bismar, gerick blancia, jay-vee bismar...
and hanggang nung grade 5 kami....lagi na lang kaming seatmates....nung grade 5 kami ndi ko talaga dapat sia ka seat mate eh kaya lng naubusan na ako ng seat....so meron pang bakanti sa tabi ni valdez ndi ko alam.....so...dun na ako nakaupo......and that day.,...i told myself na give up an ako...ayoko na magkagsto sa kanya ayoko na masaktan.....pero mahal ko pa rn sia.....pero mas ok na akong kinakusap nia ako araw-araw at ok na ako bilang kaibigan nia...and before the school ends nung grade 5....nagkaroon kami ng misunderstanding...nagaway kami for some reason...what do you expect?? syempre ganun naman kasi talaga ugali ng isang maarte na supladong lalaki......and hanggang nnung unang pasukan nung grade 6.....
as months passed by..i decided to apologize to him...the first time i tried to apologize...binaliwala nia...tyaka ayaw nia tanggapin kasi kasama dun sa pag apologize si noemia nd dolorosa.......and the 2nd time i tried....i decided na ako lng yung magaapologize...and nakipagbati na sia sa akin........and after that day na nakipagbati sia.....i fell in love again with him.....ndi ko nga maexplain...kasi nahihirapan ako.....i told myself nga eh...bkt ganto...nadala na ako dati ahh...why is this happening again.....but then sabi nga nung friends ko I HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACTS.....mahal ko sia and i know that i can't resist it....and ngayong alam nia na ang lahat...ni ko na alam ang gagawin.....nahihirapan rin ako dahil 2 months na lang magkakahiwalay na kami..graduating student bna kami pareho....confuse nga ako...minsan nandyan sia....pinapansin nia ako...minsan rin may time na ndi nia ako pinapansin....feeling ko na naman invisble ako...bwiset!!...
wakoko!!! mahal ko sia at ndi ko kayang mawala sia....
Friday, February 03, 2006
so anyways...masya na ako ngaun.....oky na kami ni valdez..nagpapansinan na kami....pero pag wla si irma...tinginan lng kami.....pero okay lng un kaysa naman sa dati kahit sabihin nia ung pangalan ko...d nia msabe.....
and i was so stupid!! grabehh!! tama nga sia!!....kasi the other day...pag dating ko nung tanghali sa skool....sabi sa akin ni irma...na bkt ko dw laging sinasabing mamansin na sana si valdez...eh ako naman daw ang natatakot na pansinin sia.....**hmmppp**....tapos nung tumabi ako kila valdez at irma sinabi sa akin ni irma na....PARE-PAREHO LANG KAMING NAGKAKATAKUTAN!! wahhh!! bkt ganun!!! tanga tanga ko talaga!@!!!.....pero okay na...sinukan ko pansinin sia and ngaun d na ako natatkot..kaya lng ako natatakot pansinin sia dati kasi...alam ko napaka SUPLADO nia!! kaya bka pag kinausap ko sia baraihin nia lang akohh...tyaka bka mag nukha akong tanga sa tapat nia!!!......
kanina...nagsimula na kami sa solar system and stars sa science...and kanina habang nagkukwento si teacher juvelle...may kwinento sia....na may 4 daw na bata bumilang daw ng 9 stars pagkatpos uminom daw ng tubig para mag ka crush rn ung crush moh..so...pag labas ni teacher juvelle sa room....sabi ni joneil na katabi si valdez...."oh...ano mary?? gagawin mo un noh!?" sabi ko naman bkt ko gagawin un???? sabi nia para magkacrush daw si valdez sa akin.....sabi ko "wah!!! bkt koh gagawin un???" pinaringgan ko lng si valdez so si valdez...nakatingin lng.....tapos bago kami maguwian sabi nia kay irma......
Valdez: irma gagawn mo ung sinabi ni teacher juvelle kanina???
Irma: ndi!! bt ko gagawin un pro kalokohan lang un..tyaka anong connect nung stars dun sa paginom????bkt ikaw gagawin moh???
valdez: oo..try ko lng....
so after a few minutes sbai ni val
Val: ndi...jowk lng!! anong koneksyon dun??? tyaka d ko kailangan gwn un kasi may crush an sa akin ung crush ko ehh....
irma: cno un???
valdez: hulaan mo....bt ko sasabihin sau!!
tapos un hanggang sa na una nang lumabas si valdez kasi may practice sila sa street dancing....pero curious lng ako....cno kaya ung tinutukoy nia.....hehehehehe
kk till \here....maghahanap pa ako ng blog skin....k...
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
i hate people who criticize other people...people today are really MAYAYABANG!! SUPER!! and yung feeling nila na NAPKA PERPEKTO nila!!
i really hate TROY MUNDIN!! akala nia kung sino xia
XIA YUng tao na tipong titingnan nia lng yung panlabas na anyo ng isang tao,....yung huhusgahan nia kaagad...khit hindi nia pa naman kilala....nakakbwiset yung taong ganun....tyaka pag nananahimik ka sa isang tabi tapos bigla kang sasabihan ng kung anu-ano na masasaktan ka talaga....nako!! Bwiset!! kla nia cno xiang perpekto na ginawa ni GOD!!...ang YABNG YABNG nia!!....tpos ang kapal kapal ng mukha nia pag may pinapagawa xia..nako!! cno bang hindi maaasar sa leche Na un..
Grrrr...sana mawla na xia...hayup xia....mamatay na xia!!!
